This isn't Schizophrenia
The force of gravity acting on my pencil plus the force applied by my hand causes the pencil to go right through the thin piece of paper and collide with the metal table itself. The table retaliates, providing a normal force in the opposite direction. The entire collision created a sophisticated, ethereal, BEAUTIFUL SOUND that made my tiny little self think that I was cooking something good on whatever test or essay I was writing with that thin piece of paper. There was something satisfying about the sound that made me want to hear it again.